terpaksa dalam rela

Hurmm.. Ingt kan nk pikir lama... 

Tapi...

Rasanya keputusan nie betul la kot....

I decide NOT TO GO for the interview... 

For certain reasons that cannot be solve...

Dunno whether ape yg akue wat nie btol atau slh...

Mmg aq excited dpt jd short list tue...

At the same time byk bnda nk kena pikir...

Future.. Pros and cons.. 

So.. mlm nie.. aq decide..

Aq nyer future skop will be lecturer.

Aq aim nk jd lecturer...

Acccepting the Maybank scholarship is not the choice...

Maybe it's not the time yet...

Yang ketawa dlm kesedihan...